Life as of now
Currently, I am just getting all the right techniques. It is a process of evolution. You realize one thing, and you stick to it, either finding out that it's right or wrong. There's no fear, because you have already found what you like and dont like. The best way is to make yourself feel good. Not only on a physical level, make your mind and soul feel good too. Instead of drinking to feel good, try meditating, or even connecting with a partner. Try going out and relaxing your mind in nature. At some point, you must believe you have found it all. Then stopping the search.. Else you will keep going back and forth about things you already know. When you have found it all, go on your material, physical journey, let go of the spiritual conquest. Keep faith in god, despite any outward events and happenings. Yesterday, I had a beautiful day. I started out last night, I decided to try and spend the night out in my car. (I live with my parents). I wanted to see if I could do it, plus...